The Ones We Love The Most

The ones we love the most, are far most our greatest ghosts

We trust them the most, like it should be the norm you know...

But damn...

Now I get the "kikulacho ki nguoni mwako" posts..

I mean, 

I felt them the most, oh the costs....

They've hurt me the most, sevenfolds of an overdose 

The kinda hurt that cuts to the core. 

The typa feels you just don't forget

Lost days, lost tastes...

Lost ways on drunken days

Endless mistakes, call them the 'good old days'...

More mistakes, coz we just don't learn with the first, 

Made up excuses, for their hurtful ways...

Coz you know, we are all dealing with our own ghosts, in different ways

Understanding that people make mistakes sometimes, you try not to let it define them, that one godforsaken mistake!

Despite it all, we give them the best of us still

And then it turns to two,

 As human nature dictates it should

Coz if you get away with it once, why not test the limits, see where she stood...

So you cut the cord, coz now you know best

Once bitten twice shy, a girl finally understood 

Father Lord, help me make the best of my now ways

And do them in the best ways

Lest I end up with their wicked ways

No hurt, no revenge....just a thankful heart.

A little more love

A little more understanding

And a little more acceptance

That's my all time prayer

AMEN!!!